Seeds
of Doubt
By
Richard Davis
Once
upon a time .... a choice was made.
Actually,
many times, on many things in our lives ... careers, relationships,
goals, Love, to name a few. Making the choices created a change in
our path at that time. Sometimes a small one, sometimes just a side
trip, sometimes it is to open other doors and other times a major
change is created. What were the driving forces of that change? Why
was the change needed? Why did we accept that change?
A
seed of growth was planted. The feelings were wonderful, such energy
was being created, our thoughts and feeling raced to explore how it
would work, creating a wide, strong path. What was to come could be
so wonderful and even better, shared!
Interesting
things happen on our paths, other seeds are plated in our thought
process that bring us doubts. Like any seed, to germinate and grow,
the conditions must exist to allow the doubts firmly root themselves,
draining energy from what we had chosen. We start "feeding"
energy into the doubts. A series of choices must be made to have the
doubts grow and eventually become stronger than the original choices.
There are often things in our lives we do not want to face. We push
away and run from what we fear, often losing what we had wanted as a
result. This can happen over and over again in our lives.
Our
self created programs, our fears our boundaries all create the
reality we are in. Doubts bring up our fears and our reactions to our
fears. A cascading series of events that, if fed energy, puts strong
barriers on a path we chose that once had been wide and clear of
obstructions. That path of exploration which could have lead to many
things now has changed and even terminated.
We
carry with us at all times, packets of seeds of doubt. The varieties
of doubts are used over and over again. Other people share their own
varieties of doubts with us. These often take hold more strongly than
our own if we respect that person's opinion. "If they said it,
it must be true." Believing the doubts of others can be very
destructive to our original choices.
Like
a weed in a garden it is easy to remove when it is small. When it is
allowed to grow, mature and spread its seeds, the effort may reach
the point where it is easier for us to just give up on the garden.
Before it reached that "perceived" point of no return,
there was a lack of care of the garden. We did not cultivate our
choices and weed out the doubts, the fears, the illusions.
Some
doubts that are common.
Did
I make the "right" choice. (...is there a wrong one?)
What
did I lose by making this choice. (Relationships are big ones here!)
Can
I really do this?
Is
this the best for me?
Doubts,
like fears, are meant to help us look at our choices. If we cannot
get past our doubts we cannot move ahead on a chosen path. The energy
we give the doubts makes them grow stronger as we feed them more and
more and not clean them out of our lives..
How
do we get past the doubts and all that they bring to block our way?
It
is by focusing on the chosen path and not focusing energy on the
doubts and fears as they come up. The more energy that you put into
the seeds of doubt the faster they grow in all aspects of our lives.
With healing, when the doubts become the reality, little real healing
occurs unless enough energy is put into the equation to offset the
doubts and still have enough to create the healing.
It
is also by looking at what causes the doubts. When we look at then we
often find that doubts, like other fears, are no longer real for us,
yet we still cling to them. When we consciously look at the doubts we
can replace those programs with ones that will assist us on our path.
Care
to clear the doubts and replace them with what assists us? Energy
healing modalities and my course ?Creating a New You?
are strong tools to use on your journey of growth in this lifetime.